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Feeling so dissapointed.

Posted at 01:25, 25 March 2009

Hmm wer shall i start. . i am feeling so pain n dissapointed. My buddy thinks i have secrets that i didnt tell him. haizz. seriously at this point of my life ,i have tried my best not to hide things from him. even tho i feel tht things not gonna workout between us, at least as a fren i've tried my level best. but i guess its about time for me to just follow the flow. not to think too much. The more i think i make this relationship a complicating one..i am just a fren to him. why m i making my self so complicated to think all this. loos like i am my own best fren to console myself.  lotsa things in my mind. but i just dunno which one should i pen down.my feelings towards him, my feelings bout me...?? why should i bother to think what people gonna think bout me n etc. i should move on. i appreciate him alot, i noe certain help tht he have done for me is beyond limit. no one else will do this to me. but he is there whnever i needed him.. at the same time no point me thinking of goin back to him, he has clearly told me ther is no chnace for me. fair enuf for him, as there were things happened tht make him behave like this.. so wake up my dear(* refering to myself).. dun sit n cry. take responsible for what  i have done n move on. this is what he used to advice me. Just one request GOD, gimme the courage to move on. love him so much..gud nite


Oh god..there she comes n i am having pain..

Posted at 23:27, 24 March 2009

I wonder why girls have to go thru lotsa pain.. i was having my gud time n arghhhhh she came.  neway i am glad in a way it is not a painful as before. I stil rmmber those days i had to be hospitalised just for the pain. Thank god my hero saved me. Dr Dev Kumar Menon. i am grateful to u doc. *wink wink* he is good looking tho. Neway back to my pain. haiz what should i do. i have tried many way. eating 2 full chocolate bar, warm water, do sum yoga pose.. nothing works on me.. i am feeling so frustrated.

just came back from having hot chocolate... thinking of wat to do now.... any idea???