AnThILrAsEn's CoRnEr 

Please Help Me....

well me n my ex bf are kinda seeing each other. on my side i wan our relationship to get back together but there are lotsa things come up in between to spoil this r/ship.We both try our best to get back together.. some how i feel i am responsible for it. well i noe a fren 'X'. he knew thta i was having prob with my ex n he also noe tht i am stil in lov with my ex. despite noing this he actually proposed me. earlier b4 he actually propose me, he treat me like his other  girl frens. I didnt really notice the diff but my ex kinda notice it.  'X' noe tht i am tryng my best to get back with my ex. sometimes wen i wana go out with my ex, n wen the time 'X' called me i will tell him tht i am wit my ex. noing tht i am wit him he called me few times. well at tht time i dun really notice, i tot he just call n wenever he call i will tell i am with my ex . in fact my ex noe wat i told. Quite recent after proposing me n i reject, i realise sumthing, wen i say i am with my ex, without listening to any other further, he just hang up. obviously my ex sense its funny. well so do i.

i was having a great day last weekend till 3 am when X' called me tht was the turn over in my life. Earlier i Told him i am with my ex, yet noing it he purposely called me. Well as for my ex, wen we were about to start a new life, going very serious, even thinking of getting married, wen another guy called at this time, of course he will get angry . in fact i will get angry too if other gurl does tht.accordin to my ex, if he is just a fren n if he noe tht me n my ex knda like trying to patch things up, why must he call at this time. he can called during the day.

well the issue now is i didnt tell my ex tht this guy actually proposed me. i tot of solving it myself as i noe both of them cannot get along. wenever i talk about 'X', my ex dun really like it. previously wen he told me tht he feels tht 'X' is liking me, i told him noe coz i really tot 'X' wont do tht. but wen 'X' proposed i realise wat my ex said was true. because of this my ex is leaving me. how should i get to him back. i really wan him. the issue tht my ex question me is why did i hide from him by not telling bout the porposing thing. he dowant to accept my excuse ht i actually do tht bcoz i wana solve my self.i really hope he understand tht no matter wat i dun choose others except for only my ex. I really LOVE HIM so much ..... I wan him back. can anyone tell me what to do..plssssssssssssssssssssssss

i am helpless. next week is my exam,. i wanna do my final well. ...